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Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 1:20 AM

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These pass few weeks was so frustating till I coulnt even concentrate on my studies. Sometimes I find comfort by talking to Joanna. Sometimes I even found comfort when I talk to just God alone. These days being in school is such struggle and frustation. I sometimes even wonder whats wrong with me because I just couldnt concentrate. Add maths seem slightly easier I guess for this year even Sejarah seems slightly more fun than boring. Issit just me? Or am I the only one that currently realise it?

Im somehow always frustated when it comes to certain subjects like Chemistry or Physics. Im even stuggling to make a decision on whether I should drop these subjects so that I burn my head off ( not like I dont already do).

Theres so much drama in school these days. And I cant belive I missed CF's Friendship Day video. Maybe I could just watch it online? Whats the difference right? I feel so depress.....things are so complicated these days in school. Best friends fight with good friends. People bitching about each other all the time.

And I thought I'd find peace these days. I guess not. Lemme tell you what I did these pass few weeks. Ive been getting complains by my parents saying that I dont study often, thats because I CANT. Its not that I dont want to but I havent been getting much sleep due to the fact that I keep having nightmares. Waking up 2am to 5am isnt a perfect way to start my day off as a student that was ready to get cheery and happy when it comes to studying ya know? I keep having nightmares. Una says maybe cos I laugh too much before I sleep. And I thought, when the heck could I even get the chance to laugh?? Crazy...

The worst part of it all is that all the nightmares are so realistic and violent till I couldnt even diffrenciate the difference between reality and nightmares. Restless much??

So hereis what happen last week:

I went out with my family on Sunday to shop for CNY at the Mid Valley and The Gardens but somehow rather it was fully packed till I could barely even make it into the fitting room. Its like queing for JCo donuts but maybe its even worst cos nobody tends to leave the place. They somehow are able and have the determanation to wait and take more clothes to try on in the fitting room. And there were only very little fitting room like maybe two fitting room. Crazy right?

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I dont understand why you must bring up stuff that has already passed so long eventhough YOU SAID IT WAS OKAY ALREADY. You had to make things complicated and bad. YOU hurt peoples feelings eventhough its not their fault. Seriously what the heck is your problem. If youre man enough to say its okay then come up to me and say that youre sorry cos honestly YOU were the one that was wrong eventhough I was the one that said sorry. Do you know how my respect for you just fall from 1 to -1000000. Youre so negative and I could never ever see you as someone that has balls. Youre a bastard that acts like a bitch because you seriously have no balls to even handle your own problem and yet you asked random strangers to come and lecture me. Have you ever thought why I did what I did? Seriously and I thought things were ''OK''. Fuck you la for saying everything is okay because youre just bullshitting. I cant belive you even brought this thing up . Please la, dont say that youre okay when you mmg like mm song me okay. I dont need your fake gratitude. And btw, I was being the bigger person by apologizing to you eventhough its so obvious that it was your fault. I fucking have no respect for you. Honestly go fuck yourself because you prove to the whole world that you need someone else to back you up for your stupid problems. What are you? 6? And btw, stop telling people the story when I didnt even tell. I was saving your face. If you think by telling your side of the story and making people belive that I was the bitch in story makes you the big fucking victim. Lemme lay it down for you that they havent heard my side of the story. Honestly, wait till they heard my side of the story. Lets see who will they side. And anyways, I already forgotten about it already and just when I thought things were cool between us, I seriously think that you owe me and apology now. So please dont keep blaming me that you made things this way.

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Hightlights for today:

My merentas number and Una's :) matching sial

I love you Darling.

She is sleeping infront of me now. Like a baby. Aww... xp

ps: CNY CNY CNY MONEY MONEY MONEY

pss: Stupid Ming Chang!

psss: Im ugly :)

tuning to:

'Network Card Digoreng'

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 6:10 AM

I know I have been away for awhile, mainly because my network card got fried. You will be expecting me soon after my laptop gets fixed.

School has been a hectic-frenzied environment. Currently struggling with studies and overall its frustrating. I can't believe I can't study when exams are just around the corner. On the brighter side of things, my friendship has been growing stronger although I wish could turn back to 2008 when everything was fun and nothing was as worrisome as this.

CNY IS COMING SOON, CAN'T WAIT.
MONEY, MONEY, MONEY.

P.S : By any chance, is anyone organizing any open houses for CNY? Please call me!

Currently tuning into : Fireflies by Owl City.

Spill The Pills

Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 6:27 AM

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I came online just a few minutes ago and realised I needed to talk to Ben. Benjamin is my cousin and he has always been my personal advisor. We havent talk for YEARSSS........And now well, I guess I just really need to talk to him. =/ Because this movie inspired me to spill my thoughts out.

tuning to:

Another Way, Another Day

Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 6:48 AM

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Okay, so having to wake up this morning I sort of...kinda off...realise that i was sleeping in a very straight position. Which was weird. Cos usually I'll either wake up with my hands being crused by fat head or my body curled up into some kinda pinball express. So this position was sort of kinda good and healthy or just plain weird. :) Ka Ching.

Okay so I woke up and had a call from Daddy asking me whether if I wanted to go out to have lunch. Being the control freak that I am, I needed to organize my time correctly and I looked at the time and realised it was already noon. Crap. Hah! And that time I was watching some stupid show on Starworld. I forgotten what the heck I was watching. He manage to pick me and brother up for lunch. Which ended up in a kopitiam at SS15. LOL!

End up eating Wan Tan Mee. So pathetic man because I wasnt even full or hungry. No unsatisfied. Went back and made a piece of toast ( cos thats whats left of my bread basket). Anyways, got ready for church and watched HwangJinni whaturf?? And I havent even prepared for my lesson that I was suppose to teach today.

Read my lesson in the car like some irresponsible person. WHICH I AM NOT! Then panicked to the lift. Suddenly I met up with Eugene's(Lim) parents and somehow...just somehow..they knew me so well that they asked '' You are Amanda right?'' My first stunned reaction was ''Erh yeah Aunty & Uncle. Hi!'' And then the sudden the thought came to my mind. Which was a very ridiculous question I ask myself '' Woah...they know me?'' * smacks my own forehead*
According to Eugene, he said his mum even knows that the scar on my face is a chicken pox scar! Chunted weii usually people thought its a pimple scar. Hah! His mum is scary.....O.o Hah! Ka Ching.

Then when it came to the evening, my parents decided to drive 1 freaking hour to go to Bukit Tinggi for dinner. It was just another Saturday dinner outside that turned totally crazy. Try waiting for 1 hour plus for your dinner people. Like hello??? But I came home full and amazed. Anyone ever seen a red banana before? =/

So I was wandering for this whole week, I think Im gonna be heading to the salon tomorrow. To have a haircut. Yes Im gonna cut that long fringe...into a puffy bob. I might turn out lala or just normal. =/ But who cares rite? I mean...seriously..who CARES??? I wander if I should cut it and my mum's advice was ''Why Not?'' Usually Nike would say '' JUST DO IT''

So I guess I'll do huh? Hmm.....Will my friends be shocked?? Or just go like this O.O
Okay so I'm probably boring myself and everyone else. Especially the dude that Im talking to now! EUGENE TEDDY! So Im siging off now peeps. Xoxo!

I really want this...*drools*

ps: *hints* *hints*

tuning to: Russion Roulette by Rihanna

Friday Feelings

Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 4:59 AM

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( Market Friends???!!)
Whaturf =.=

Today most of the F word is surrounding me. No Im not cursing. Just try to follow me here. Okay. Its a FRIDAY PEOPLE! What do you think? Usually Fridays are the day where we all sit back relax and enjoy the last day of the working/studying week. Its usually ( usually =.=) stress free.

Though some people dont seem to feel that way cos they are either stuck at work till 11.30pm or stuck in tuition until 10.30pm. So which one seems to be worst? Obviously they too wanna come home and just spend time with friends and family and just chill and relax. Every minute of that day you anticipate to get outta that zone where you feel that war is and all hell is about to break loose.

Friday.....Ah Friday its usually the day where I would go Whoo Hoo! Btw did anyone watch the movie Tiger Whoo Hoo yet?? Okay Im being random.But who cares as long as Im still babbling around. Anyhoos, today I spend most of my time talking to Joanna.

Feelings....Do you somehow feel that sometimes this place is so full of distruction and corruption? No I dont really exactly mean the earth I meant the society. Society these days are full of competition and sometimes when there are no competition there is also conflict and bitching. Im afraid that if this goes on this world will somehow loose its meaning. Im sounding like a philosipher. Anyhoos, I watch Avatar 3D yesterday and I realised how people can actually make sure beautiful CG Worlds. I actually heard on the radio once that a number of population said that they caught depression after watching Avatar. Why??

Well mainly cos the great fantastic mind of Avatar's producers actually showed how beautiful Pandora was until when after they come outta the cinema they suddenly realise that reality was just so horrible. They wish they were in Pandora in that beautiful fantasy place.

Well here is my opinion, when I came outta ''Pandora'' I was having a headache and I practically went blind. Cos everything there if its not BLUE its Green or Orange or Purple or Brown. My dad says he slept half way and woke up finding himself in the forest. =.= Thats what happen when we watch 3D I guess. Lol

Yesterday was apparently the last day of the screening of Avatar. And I thought

''Oh its a weekday, what more the last day of screening.
Must be very lil people. Lets go mummy!''

I was heck wrong. THE PLACE WAS FULL THE CRAP OF SHITS THAT SURROUNDED THE SHITS. ( whatever it is called). The most geng part of it all is. I CANT BELIVE PEOPLE WOULD ACTUALLY GO THERE ON A WEEKDAY! O.O Am I overeacting? Maybe its cos its my first time seeing such nonsense. =.=

Funniest moment: Lights turned on and I turned behind to take a look. My teacher Mr Jacob was JUST RIGHT BEHIND MY SEAT! O.O My first reaction was 'smile and wave'. Ka Ching. Even he was shocked. :) Hahaha!

While I was walking towards to the cinema and pass by CatchUp at Pyramid yesterday. Guess who I saw? I saw my dearest Shawn walking around with a black (what seems to be) Nando's polo tee. My heart stopped like seriously stopped. It felt weird cos it had been so long since I actually saw or talk to him. He was there walking on the opposite direction as I was, we almost didnt make it to see each other. Well I guess its so call fate. Our eyes collided from the opposite lane and opposite direction. He smiled and was glad to see me. I was glad too cos its been soooooooooooo Long. :) We gave each other a hug and started catching up. Turns out his current was so dead cos he was working. And I thought he already went Aussie to study. Yay! Next year only go. Hehehe. Whaturf. Ahem anyways. My heart still stopped that time then it started beating damn fast. Dunno why. Alah...he said he miss me too cheh. whaturf. Haha. I miss pinching that nose of his Ka Ching! But isnt that great?At least he is doing fine I guess :) Is he? =/

I FEEL:

Okay I guess?

Sort of pissed & sien...

And I kinda wanna go crazy. O.O

And this...
Is my Friday Feelings :)

ps: How long does it take to really forget something? Hmm
pss: UNA AND ZY's Blogshop is so pwetty!!! Check it out www.twodopeydwarfs.blogspot.com :)

tuning to:

Welcoming Year 2010 :)

Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 5:53 AM

The End :)

My 2010 Start Of School

5:17 AM

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Still in same old uniform, unwilling to buy a new set of baju kurung eventhough mummy has pestered me to do so for the few hundreth(X 1000) time. Sorry mummy xp

School is where we learn knowledge (duh). School is where we meet friends and hang like some group of crazy bitches and male whores. (just kidding) But seriously, doesnt everybody go school to learn and have fun? Well thats what Im gonna show you for my 2010 Start Of School. :)

First up, lemme tell you what I did today. Today was so tiring, I thought of waking up at about 10.30 to go shopping time with my parents. Turns out I woke up at 7.30 am to go all the way to Kajang for a Theological Seminary. I know Im crazy. Yes, but maybe it was the will of God Himself. :) tee hee.

I came back at about 4.00pm or later. And stuffed myself with my tiramisu cake from Alexis. Thank you mummy :) Before I know it, it was already dinner. No wander I grew so fat. But ohmygosh the tiramisu cake was delicious I think you might melt in it by just taking ONE single piece of it. I was drooling when I came back. The cake with the strawberry homemade sauce. Heaven....

Okay enough of that. Im suppose to show you what happen these past 2 weeks. Enjoy!

According to my twin brother. I shall never ever leave the slogan ''SEPET''

My first CF for this year. :)

The CF (Christian Fellowship) this year was kinda dull. Not what I really expected.I remember the first time I stepped into the AGM Meeting for the first time, being the typical naive and dumb Form 1 girl I was super afraid and didnt know what to expect from a highschool club.

My primary school didnt use to have fancy clubs like now. Typical parriah schools that likes to kecek our money and never put them to good use. The only useful thing they did was build the blardy surau. Then what? We also cannot use. =.= Basket. What a mother cookie.

But seriously, the CF used to be so warm and it always heats up real fast when it comes to worship and praise. But the numbers this year was kinda sad :( I wish the Commitee this year shall be awesome. Anyways, DAMIEN WOO IS USHER LEADER! WHOO...*claps hand*

Okay the following shots are by ZY herself. Enjoy.