Why does a Heart Break?

No pictures here. Cos Im currently in college. Yeah I finally started college. THIS IS MY THIRD DAY AND IM ALREADY PISSED! Cos class keeps ending early, I keep waking up early for reasons to only find out that my class is either cancelled or its being called off early.

I know I know people say I might be complaining now that we arent doing much work, but soon Ill complain that I dont have rest and have too much to do. =.= WHATEVER!

Truth be told, the real post isnt about my college life or whatsoever. Infact its about my friend, lets just call her PWEETY. So Pweety and her boyfriend have been dating for almost a year. She loved him so much that she actually thought of marrying him. Well actually, was determine to marry him. She was one of those girls that didnt really belive in relationships and wasnt really the lovey dovey kind. Until she met this guy, that swept her feet off & made her believe in what a relationship can be and what love was.

The fact that she even started thinking that this was the man that she wants to marry was divine. Sadly, after one year and after her boyfriend chose somethin more of a physical love (material as in somethin eg: drugs,booze,etc)

Than her.

I feel for her. Because as a friend I love her so much. Now that she is hurt and she shut herself from the world. I HOPE THAT GUY WILL SEE HOW BLIND HE WAS. I love you! STAY STRONG BECAUSE I know you loved him so so much.

haha!

brought to you by,
Yours Truly

I finally got SPM results. Lookin back on the months of worrying and not being able to sleep. Im glad its over.It was so hard. haha

Its been raining nuts these days and I havent really got to blog in a proper manner. My blogshop so far ish awhsome.

I just wanna tell everyone that, no matter what your results were. Bad, good. Just learn from me, if youre disapointed and you dont wanna talk about it. Tell your friends I dont wanna talk about it. But if youre results are good and you post how crappy having 8As and one B seriously!
You should be more considerate, because there are people that are worst than you. So they might just think youre showing off. Oh well, if youre not so satisfied about what I wrote. GO FIGURE!

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tee hee <3 style="text-align: left;">ps: shuttup about REBECCA BLACK. WE ALL KNOW SHE SUCKS :)

tuning to:


haha here is for you haters :)

I know.

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Yours Truly

LOL! If youre wandering who is this ajojeble kid. He is my nephew. SUPER CUTE AND MISCHEVIOUS. Yeap mischevious until can pull my whole ponytail. I swear he just made my hair prone to growing. But yeah I cant deny that I oh sho lurb him. Haha

I have stopped my job at The Vanilla place. And now Im superbly free until I can blog all day. Brings back memories.

Ahh...kinda miss working though. I have really weally good bosses. Haha. Will blog about them soon. They honestly dont know that I secretly took embaressing photos of them. Haha.

Yes this is what I do to out receipts haha. Draw and do nonsense.

But I can never deny how great the macaroons are. haha.
LOOK AT ZE PWEETY COLOURS!

I actually found an all americano restaurant that serves really awesome
cheese burgers. Its called KALAMAZOO.
Apparently, Aman Suria has really good american cuisines haha.
Including Rosemary Bites but I havent try them yet. So yeahhh....haha

Okay so this post I KNOW. Is about this particular day when I went out with Andrew, Daniel a.k.a TANG & Jeremy. Though I didnt take any shots of Jeremy showee. All thanks to my Darling Joanna for the stupid pictures haha. But here we are the three baboons. Messing around in some shop.

what a moment haha.

I wanted to get this. :(

And ze following pichas will make u slap me. :) enjoy!

Okay yes Im stealing the camera shots. whatever!

yeah rite Andrew haha.

He is a COCK! haha

Thanks Joanna. =.=

Okay here is the fun part. A dare between me and the guys. Tang & Andrew had to do some slutty poses. And if they succeed I will wear something that they pick. SO YEAH! If they lose however, they will have to pay for my lunch. Jeremy hasnt appear in the picture yet. So he escaped this fiasco. haha.

LET THE GAMES BEGIN!

opps not yet. I mean.

LET THE GAMES BEGIN!!
(for real this time)

This is what they want me to wear. =.=

this is what I WANT THEM TO WEAR. haha

yeah we were going thru the deals.

still trying to figure out what is ''slutty pose''.=.=

ye-ah. okay.

me : DUDE! FASTER!
Tang: I DUNNO HOW!!??

dumbfounded.

andrew is also figuring it out.

while me and Joanna just laugh.

Andrew wanted to lay on the ground and do a slutty pose.

ye-ah epic phail.

THEY LOSE. I PUT BACK THE DRESS AND GET MY LUNCH YEAH! HAHA

pure defeat.

I LOVE YOU JOANNA HAHA.

Here you go. My shuriken pork thingy haha. My lunch.
:)

TEE HEE

tuning to: I Do by Colbie Caillat

THIS IS ME

by,
Yours Truly

i dont care

i smile so often

that you dont know it hurts

PAIN

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Yours Truly

Yes you read it right. PAIN. Ever felt that stab in your heart so bad that you just cant breathe?

You know youre betrayed and you cant say a word. Because maybe somewhere deep inside you think ''Hey maybe I deserve it''.

Or maybe this ''It just wasnt meant to be''. Or worst ''IT WAS ALL JUST FOR PLAYS''

It hurts me like how a kid sees their toys get ripped apart right infront of their eyes. BUT WORST. I feel like I cant even say anything, do anything to feel better.

Then again I thought '' I didnt make an effort so why am I bothered?''
And then it came to me '' Oh yeah, thats because I didnt give up yet I didnt do anything''
Then again it concluded ''Oh wait, it was all one sided anyways''

AND THE CONCLUSION COMES TO THIS '' IM IN FUCKING PAIN PEOPLE!''

Yeah you might not understand what the fuck im talking about but youll it know when I tell you. The person that you liked and was waiting for because you thought he needed time and space to think turned out with some other girl. And you have no idea who the crap it is. Its not his fault. But it hurts to see too ya know.

IT HURTS! THATS ALL! Tears cant even ease the stab. Its scarred. Thats it. I DONT BELIVE IN LOVE ANYMORE. I OFFICIALLY HATE THE WHOLE DATING THING.

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST TURN LES.

Muah muah muah

by,
Yours Truly
(my belly damn big)
=.=

Leanne & I were never friends. We met when we were Form 4 (16) and never liked each other. It was in tuition and we were giving each other bitch stares all year long. She was with her bitchy friend aswell always causing me trouble and giving me stares to hate!

Until one day in Form 5, she decided to come to my school. Of all places my school. Nevermind that, turns out she is also in the same clique as I am. *bummer*

So I guess I was forced to be ''nice'' to her. Its not like we even talk before. Its a girl thing. Haha.
Never look at another girl with bitchy stares. YOU WILL DIE. haha.

Long story short, we found something we have in common. And we found out that, we aint that bad after all. She wasnt what I thought she was, and I wasnt what she think I was aswell. We grew close without even knowing it. Stupid I know.

But nevertheless, we still laugh about it. And now? WE HAVE A BUSINESS TOGETHER.

MARSHMALLOW GRENADE


Our baby.
Here is the story of how little baby MG was brought to life.
We were discussing on styles and clothes and blogshops and all.
And Leanne said the most important thing to me
''Wanna have one?''

And so naturally I said
''YES''

And we did it hard and fast. And out pop Marshmallow Grenade. Hahaha
You must be having dirty thoughts or something. Anyhoos, back to what I wanna say
Leanne was the girl that I used to head. Likewise to her.
But we were capable of creating something that we both love.
Thanks Leanne.

I miss miss miss watching 90210 and I SUPER HATE STARWORLD for being so BLARDY SLOW WITH THE SHOW! My favourite episode was when Liam was trying to get Annie but couldnt convince her that he wasnt gonna hurt her. So he moved into her house! (okay technically spy on her and try to get her to like him) And all that crap turn out to THIS.

HER SEEING HIM NAKED.
EYE CANDY!!!
=.= Lucky Annie =.=

But I couldnt hate Annie she was too sweet hehe. And anyways I was so attracted to her sailor bow top. It was shoo cute!!

Liam: I know youre checking out my sexy abs
Annie: *moans* ohhhh why are you so blardy hot???!!!

Hahaha Okay at least that what Im thinkin.

So here I am pondering on some certain things and I found something similar to the outfit from this episode. And its gonna be sold in MARSHMALLOW GRENADE real SOON!!!

Heres a sneak preview:

xoxo
by,
Yours Truly