Tee hee

I just blogged like just now but really I wanna write more :) anyhoos went to class late today because it's really smelly in IT class omgosh haha.

BO aka Body Ordour. Why do people have it? There's something called a shower but maybe showers just doesn't work? And best part of all maybe they just don't take baths at all. But long story short, don't be smelly. Really no one would wanna be around you haha

Letter to Me

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I watched Letters To Juliet yesterday and it made me realise and be inspired by the fact that love has no limits. That was one of the messages, the message that I saw was how people from one end of the globe can meet in the centre. Okay no exactly the centre but ya know what I mean.

The fact that its not using the internet, its not using text, its not using phone calls. But letters.

WHO WRITES LETTERS THESE DAYS??!! I really love writing letters, who here has a penpal? I do. But its not some random stranger but someone I only met once. Of course we dont exactly mail each other, we email. But I wish we could mail. The excitment of waiting for the mail to come. I would love to see the writings engraved and the things that he has to say that restricts from the emailing.

What if there were letters for you? From a faraway place? Asking you, how have you been? and ends the letter with I hope to hear from you soon or wishing you well? Wouldnt that be just somewhat exciting? Its like when you write to the person you and him/her are in that world where only both of you exsisted.

But nowadays, you see mails that only come in brochures or worst bills and insurance letters. Nothing that personally you would feel excited about.

But anyways, its time for me to stop here. Letters to Juliet really kick the drive in me to go to a foreign country with my camera and with nothing else. I wanna explore and hopefully find an adventure like Sophie.

xoxo

tuning to: Love Story by Taylor Swift

ps: Have an adventure in your life, life is too short to be drown by backstabbing and hatred, It will only cause sorrow and anger.

DIE NOW LA

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i need to die now because my teacher is killing me with his intensive BO x.x die la

As Days Go By

by,
Yours Truly

As days go by, you seem to notice change in yourself. Not only on the outer appearance but in the innerself of your characteristics. Why do people change they ask?
Well sometimes for the better they do so and sometimes for the worst they fall.

Currently I found my way back to blogging again. You ask why blogging? Eventhough many may not be reading my blog but I dont really care, as long as I have a place to express. Its still medication or meditation to me.

Realising mistakes.

Do you do that often? Many read blogs for entertainment. They expect to see something interesting mostly pictures and funny lables and interesting everyday lifes. But what I write is about feelings and expression. I write to fill up my mistakes. To mend it. Where did I go wrong? What can I do to fix it.

Many will agree that youre not perfect in everyway. But sometimes your perfect in some ways. What may seem inperfect to some people may just be perfect to others. Example I am a crazy loud girl as enthusiastic as some many seem annoyed of, to someone that will one day love me. Im just the girl he wants and Im the perfect he wants to love.
Another example, to some people he may be a nerd but to her she is the perfect stud.

So is that a mistake? Or is that just love?

If you had done something wrong, maybe changing that bad habit makes you a better person. But what I am implying is, change what is bad and keeping you behind but dont change who you REALLY are. Pretending to be someone else isnt the way to perfection. Fxing yourself is the way to perfection not changing.

FIXING VS CHANGING.
Do you understand both concepts?

It's funny

The fact that I just can't hate you

A SPECIAL SHOUTOUT!

cheryl

arveen

Thanks to you, Im alright :)

THE TWO PEOPLE THAT WAS HUGGIN.

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TEE HEE....

SHe got pretty eyes

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I can never be her,
And she can never be me,
What more could I ask from this disbelief?

AND HELLO WORLD! Hahaha Looks like Im back on track when it comes to blogging. I dont know whats gotten into me seriously. But I really suddenly love love blogging again. Lets see, today I woke up feeling lifeless because I cried for the whole night. Dont ask why, okay ask me why! :D because of some fucking bitch duh. =.=

I know I sound like a bimbo. Whatever.

So anyhoos, I woke up this morning feeling tired and dead I didnt even bother to put on contacts or even comb my hair and head to college with the worry that i wont be able to finish Malaysian Studies assignment. And so we went off to IT! Hahaha. On the way to college my dad saw this two people hugging each other while walking . He said ''Look at these two, is this what you call studying??!!'' Hahahahah Heres the fun part.

''Daddy those are my friends! hahaha'' You wanna know who are those two? Okay I shall post a picture later :)
Oh seriously my dad was like =.=
And so HERE IS TO YOU KENJEE AND KARMEN! hahaha My dad later on asked ''WHY YOU HAVE THESE KINDA FRIENDS WANN...??'' HAHAHAHA

You better study properly... was his last words. xp

And so moving onto IT class, saw a few bitch tweets from my troublemaker :) Thank you! Then I think because I cry too much until my jaws hurt and my headache got worst. Thank Goodness my classmate Kristin! Has PANADOL! Apparently my other classmates has different supplies of medicine. SO FEEL FREE TO GET ANY DRUGS FROM ANY OF US DMC STUDENTS HAHAHA.

And then rushed off to the printing shop to print out our assignment which was due today!!!! what the effff.... :)

GUESS WHAT??!!! SHE DIDNT COME. SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. AND WE RUSHED FOR NOTHING. TEE HEE. FUCK MAH LIFE. :) YAY
THIS IS A VERY HAPPY POST RIGHT? NOW SMILE!!

xoxo

ps: I dont care about your fucktard tweets. Ya know? GROW UP. Youre clearly fucked up. :)

What sometimesseem like forever may seem just a while

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I havent been blogging for ages, but I knew instantly that the only way I could release from all these is do what i use to do best. Blog.
Yes, if youre reading this now and thinking that I must be a nutjob whatever. Im over and done with judgement. ITS MY TIME. MY PLACE.MY BLOG.MY WAYS.

Im just gonna head straight onto the point. Starting college in Inti turned out to be a fresh start for me, but to my realization. Not everything is college is better. In high school I had never had these kinda problems before. What I belive was, a person with these kinda nature will only cause these kinda trouble. Therefore I shall define them as trouble makers :) And by causing trouble, you may ask what kinda trouble would they cause?

Well the answer is backstabbing and being a bitch :) you see alot of times there is this sorta thing called the popular people doesnt mix with the unpopular people cause they just dont fit in. Wherelse I thought this is so primary, cause it only happened to me in primary. Turns out it also happens in college. I know rite?

BACKSTABBING.

Why do people do it? One to show that they are at power :) In order to do so is to pick a prey that the majority doesnt really like and make more troubling statements about the person. Long story short, creating more chaos and trouble. Therefore, torublemaker.

Two, because they just dont have the balls to tell straight at that time and point to that particular person that they actually have a problem. Therefore also causing biasness and a display of gossiping. In this case, share the poison so that everyone can hate him/her like I do!

Three, they ARE JUST PURELY TROUBLEMAKERS!!!! :) So I guess that doesnt need explanation. Reason to why they are torublemakers? Attention seekers. There you go.

Why in the fucking hell am I talking about backstabbing? Because there is a childish mind in my class that does that. When everything was fine and dandy she had to do something :) But Im not saying this to trash her. Im just generally talking about backstabbing.
Lesson learned here is: Dont waste your time backstabbing, tell the person straight in the face that youre not satisfied with how they are behaving or the things that they said that had offended you. In addition to you tic tac brain of yours, GROW UP! Stop being a child and stop being a bitch. You dont go around saying youre neutral and acting like this my darling.

Hint: It just makes you look stupid. :) tee hee

And thus to my troublemaker, I wish you an angry recovery from being a bitch. #tee hee