I actually looked out for bikes now, which is so ridiculous. I try not to look because I knew my decisions are always based on final assumptions. I've made my decision to help myself out, to give you your time and space and to also give me the space to grow and learn how to overcome this fear of losing and fear of being hurt.
it's okay now, I'm slowly adapting to your habits. I'm accepting the fact that you're just like this, and that it shouldn't be a big of a deal. obviously I'm upset just a little but its okay really. it's okay. I'm doing fine.
Because instead of constantly moping and waiting around I realize that I don't need to do all these. I don't need to call or text you because clearly you dont want to have any sort of contact at all. so it's fine that maybe you have your own shit going on and you have your own issues or maybe you decided to venture upon some other girl.
Who am I right? :)
No I'm not being sarcastic just the mere honest truth that I honestly don't bother waiting anymore and I dont bother circling you around my life. I'll wait but not how I used to wait, just so until you decide to appear I'd be glad to say hi to you knowing that youre safe and hopefully giving me the explanation I deserve. bless you bi.
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