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I was at the edge of the same cliff again. I keep having these dreams like Ive been here before a thousands times but its at another end of where I was before. The dreams that happen, it feels like it happened on the same world but different sides of the world.
I thought I was on the same cliff. That sandy dusty ground. The sky felt so near to me but still unreachable. I can see the stars so close at night. But it was daytime this time, I can see that the sky was really blue & I was so near to the clouds. Still unreachable but yet so close.
Somehow rather I was wearing the same white dress again. It was bright and sunny but it was cooling. I didnt even manage to break a sweat. I dont know what I was staring at but I was at the edge of something. I remember being afraid of heights but this felt so different because I couldnt see the ground! All I see is other cliffs that look similar aswell.
Then he appeared again. But he looks different. He was wearing the same white shirt and white pants staring at me. Then I realise it wasnt the same guy that always approach me. It was another guy, and yet a certain farmiliarity appeared. I know him!
I know him in real life. But why him? I could recognize that lighter anywhere I go. He was holding it in one hand spinning it but it was not threatful. It was his habit, but how did I know that? He reached out his hand for mine. I took it knowing that I wouldnt be hurt at all.
We were walking and walking and I was staring at him looking at his face like I was safe. Safe enough to last forever. He held my hand tight but it wasnt hurting me. It felt alert. We reached a stream. The water was flowing and around them was a beautiful wild flowers and trees. Its like something you see in a picture or a fairytale. But it was so real.
I stopped, I didnt know why I was afraid to cross the stream cos I was afraid that I would drown? He looked at my worried eyes knowing what I was afraid of. And he gave me an assured glance. Telling me it was okay because he was here to hold me no matter what. He never spoke but it was as if he talked to me through his eyes. Again another farmiliarity.
He held my hand ready to cross. And the water was cold but not icy cold it was just right. It was until my knees. He lead me again through the water, He couldnt keep his eyes off me but so was I. We walked into the middle and stopped. He asked me to look below my feet. The water was crystal clear and I saw below....sparkling things that I dont know. I thought maybe it was diamond dust or something, But the things move...like fishes...they were what I would call.
Diamond fishes. It was so beautiful, nothing like I would have ever seen.
He then lead me outta the water and we continued walking. There was a small house and suddenly the day turned dark it was already going into the night. The house was so small but again there was a certain sense of farmiliarity.
He stopped before we entered the house. He pulled out a crown made of flowers and put it on my head. He kissed my forehead.And he lead me behind the house where there was a huge garden with a big swing covered with vines that flowers blooms so brightly. The garden was like being Alice in Wonderland. We sat on the grass, oh how the grass smelled so nice. And brought out his lighter again letting me lean against his shoulder while he lights the lighter and shuts it and lights it...and shuts it...and lights it and shuts it...and slowly I woke up.
And I realise.....it was just a dream.
I thought I was on the same cliff. That sandy dusty ground. The sky felt so near to me but still unreachable. I can see the stars so close at night. But it was daytime this time, I can see that the sky was really blue & I was so near to the clouds. Still unreachable but yet so close.
Somehow rather I was wearing the same white dress again. It was bright and sunny but it was cooling. I didnt even manage to break a sweat. I dont know what I was staring at but I was at the edge of something. I remember being afraid of heights but this felt so different because I couldnt see the ground! All I see is other cliffs that look similar aswell.
Then he appeared again. But he looks different. He was wearing the same white shirt and white pants staring at me. Then I realise it wasnt the same guy that always approach me. It was another guy, and yet a certain farmiliarity appeared. I know him!
I know him in real life. But why him? I could recognize that lighter anywhere I go. He was holding it in one hand spinning it but it was not threatful. It was his habit, but how did I know that? He reached out his hand for mine. I took it knowing that I wouldnt be hurt at all.
We were walking and walking and I was staring at him looking at his face like I was safe. Safe enough to last forever. He held my hand tight but it wasnt hurting me. It felt alert. We reached a stream. The water was flowing and around them was a beautiful wild flowers and trees. Its like something you see in a picture or a fairytale. But it was so real.
I stopped, I didnt know why I was afraid to cross the stream cos I was afraid that I would drown? He looked at my worried eyes knowing what I was afraid of. And he gave me an assured glance. Telling me it was okay because he was here to hold me no matter what. He never spoke but it was as if he talked to me through his eyes. Again another farmiliarity.
He held my hand ready to cross. And the water was cold but not icy cold it was just right. It was until my knees. He lead me again through the water, He couldnt keep his eyes off me but so was I. We walked into the middle and stopped. He asked me to look below my feet. The water was crystal clear and I saw below....sparkling things that I dont know. I thought maybe it was diamond dust or something, But the things move...like fishes...they were what I would call.
Diamond fishes. It was so beautiful, nothing like I would have ever seen.
He then lead me outta the water and we continued walking. There was a small house and suddenly the day turned dark it was already going into the night. The house was so small but again there was a certain sense of farmiliarity.
He stopped before we entered the house. He pulled out a crown made of flowers and put it on my head. He kissed my forehead.And he lead me behind the house where there was a huge garden with a big swing covered with vines that flowers blooms so brightly. The garden was like being Alice in Wonderland. We sat on the grass, oh how the grass smelled so nice. And brought out his lighter again letting me lean against his shoulder while he lights the lighter and shuts it and lights it...and shuts it...and lights it and shuts it...and slowly I woke up.
And I realise.....it was just a dream.
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