It's been so long, where is that so called "explanation"?! that so called I will get to you soon, that so called I will meet you soon, that so called I'll call you soon?
Was it just a lie?
Are you running away from me cause you're bored of me?
Are you running away because you have certain issues? or was THAT also a lie.
Are you dissapearing because you found someone else that you get laid on?
Are you running away because you just ran back to your ex?
Are you even HAVING A PROBLEM!?
Is this who you really are? Manipulative, selfish, player?
Have you been playing me from the start?
Have you ever been true to me?
Am I your rebound?
Am I just a game to you?
Do you even care about me like you said you did?
These are the questions running through my head for the past two weeks that you went missing. Deep inside I'm defending you, saying that maybe you're in some deep shit. but part of me knows that you just don't want me anymore that you just don't care anymore. so why should I care? I don't even know myself.
it would be stupid to say that I dont care cause it's hard, to have someone that you're in love with disappear without any trace or what sort living you broken, dismented, fooled.
Who are you? more importantly Are You Alright? Because I try so hard to keep myself busy to not think of you.
holding onto a hope that you'd come back. Because everywhere I look somehow your shadows and your memories of us just come by. WTF. I hate myself. more importantly, I hate feeling this way.
tuning to: The Fear by Lily Allen
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