Friday, July 23, 2010


brought to you by,
Yours Truly

Okay just for the record. YES MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE AN EGGSHELL/HELMET/MUSHROOM/LITTLEBOY/ blah blah blah. Screw it!


Lately I've only been coped with planning my birthday. I really hope this works cos I NEVER HAD A BIRTHDAY PARTY since well primary four. Yeah Im a sad child. You wanna know whats worst? Its in MCD last time. Now Im finally having it in my house and alot of people cancelled on me. I feel so depressed. What happens if no one comes. Dang!


Plus this tragic hair. Superb useless crap! Mummy's phone broke down :( and she bought a new one! Whee...on the same day it broke down she go buy a new phone =.= Oh I finally bought the burfday cake! Its gonna look horrible. Im serious. Cross fingers. Wait lemme use reverse physchology. ITS GONNA BE SO FREAKING AWESOME!! YE-AH.....


Yeap perfect blabbering...yet again..


Eric & I had a fight it kinda got me thinking whats the next step for us? Doubt & Insecurities suck ya know...Currently everything is fine. =/ BTW!! WHY ISNT ANYONE GETTING ME A KUNG FU PANDA OR TOYS STORY tumblr.... =.= zzzzz This is annoying.


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She continues walking down the corridor. The light that shone into the window showed that it was in the evening. Outside the dry automn leaves fall slowly. The corridor she walked on was empty and wide. It wasn't scary. It wasn't lonely it was just nostalgic. Stepping into the same place that she didnt know yet again.


It was the circus first then the moon and the rides...now...the corridor she walked on. She remembers it was a school and she knows it was a school but from where? she assumed...She remembers that someone used to play the guitar in that one particular classroom.


And she walked slowly in her ballerina flats. It was as if she was dancing in the corridor, gracefully slowly, gently like there was no rush but yet she was lurching forward for urgency. Her steps were light yet curious.


And then....she heard...


He was playing the guitar at one corner of the classroom. Sitting on the table where it faced the open windy window, where the leaves and flowers slowly sway theyre way into the classroom. Each note touched her, each note reminded her, each note....made her even more curious.


''I know this song'', she thought to herself. And she just stood there at the open door staring at the back of the guy that played the guitar. She closed her eyes and listen to the music ''Oh God. Where have I been? Why cant I have listen to this sooner?'' Without knowing her tears came streaming down.


It was as if the song said to her '' Welcome back my dear, I missed you so much''. And then.....


The music stopped.


She was stunned and immediately open her eyes. Her mind went wild '' Whats going on? Why did the music stop?'' She tried to figure out what was going on tried to see but her tear filled eyes blocked all sights of her vision. She ran her fingers around her hair resting her palm on her eyes and wiping the liquid off. She finally could see.


All she saw was that guy staring at her like a stunner. She blanked out, studdered '' Erh...I...I...''
That guy was still looking for an explanation holding his guitar with his left hand and while the guitar rested on his lap, still facing the way with his head spunned towards her with his hair that was clearly not long enough to cover his eyelashes on the left.


Still studdering '' I....erm...heard...'' '' What are you doing here?'' , too late the guy interupted. In a disbelief of embaressment and stoned moment she answer '' I'm erm..sorry I thought nobody was here...and I heard the guitar...the door was open...I..erm...huh'', she laughed with an awkward shrugged with one hand crossing towards the other.


The guy looked at her with amusement cocking an eyebrow at her replied ''Huh...! So you were just...erm..passing by?'' Now she could see him blush as he turned his whole body towards her while he rumbled with his hair. And she replied with that awkward laugh again '' Yeah sorry, I was blabbering. Erm I'll be on my way now. Sorry!''. As she finished her sentence he quickly interuppted '' Hey!'' She stopped. Turned around slowly as she bit her lower lips. Waiting.


'' Omgosh he's kinda cute. Is he gonna ask my name? Geez why must this be such an awkward moment. Great I just screwed up a chance of being seen as normal'' as she thought to herself.


And he finally spoke '' Erm why were you....crying?'' .


And she thought '' Oh gosh of all question. That! Was what he was gonna ask? What happen to, whats your name? or are you free sometimes?''
She cleared her throat and forced that lump down saying, '' Erh...well...Im...not...sure..'' She shook her head while she gave that awkward smile as if she was guilty of something.


The guy nodded his head and gave the same smile. ''Hmm...you...dont know?''
''Ye-ah......''


And he started laughing. Leaving her as awkward as ever. '' Hey...whats your name?''


In shock she looked up and faced him. She saw his face for real this time. He had big cute eyes. He had an innocent face that has a little edge in them. His lips were perfected with his gorgeous smile. And as he squinted to her she melted a little, he looked so cute as she thought to herself.
At that moment of time it was as if she went to another realm with him.


She hadnt given him an answer yet. She was staring into blank space.


''Hey...erm...'' with a shock she woke up from her thought. ''Huh? What? Wah???''

With a smile clearly amused he repeated '' Whats your name love?''








tuning to: Endless Love by Glee Cast ( favourite song so far :) )

1 comment:

LonelyInGorgeous said...

Dont worry I will take care :)