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I havent felt this way for a really long time. But for the first time after so long, I felt it again. But why? Why now? What does it prove? No, Its not that I still love him or want him back. Its just that I miss him.


While I was walking across the bridge on Tuesday, heading to my transport home. I suddenly wanted to walk really slowly, I slowly glance through properly. Every step I took reminded me of Him. Yes, the times we always walk on the bridge together was the exact same weather we always encounter. It was beautiful, and as I walk tears slowly generate from my tear glands.

I remember his face everytime he waited for me to end my class. Everytime his eyes has those hurtful pain in him that he tried to cover up with his bitter forced smile. Though I always acted like I never seen them, and always distract him from all hisn painful thoughts.


He would help me carry my bag, and I would only have to hold my books. He would walk me across the bridge and we talk non stop. Everytime we fought, he never failed to walk me across the bridge. It was like a lifetime with him. Because I know he brought me to a whole different world that I had never imagine myself stepping into it.


And just a few hours ago, I decided to take a look at his Facebook to see how he was doing. I was glad. Really glad. He was sooooo happy. I bet the happiest he has ever been in his life. Though I know he might be different from before. Personality & Behavior wise. But I know he IS! Happy! Im glad. When I saw a picture of him smiling. I suddenly pictured the times when he used to laugh like a crazy person over something stupid I said. His funny laugh, his crazy enthusiasm, the way he cried, the way he talks to me, the way he cared for me, the way he always makes me feel like an idiot, and the way he played his guitar. I remember every expression, his face was so clear to me. I always like his short hair in school. Though he had his long now, but I wander...

Wander....if that version of him that I still remember still exist. Eventhough it doesnt, there is only one thing I wish could come true. I just wish that he had never forgotten me.... Thats all I wish for. And maybe my that would be my birthday wish too. :)No, this is not an emo post. =.=
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My second week of SCHOOL! And Im still feeling lazy. Yes, I'm reallly lazy! Oh my gosh. I made many new friends. Like Li Ann, Nabil and (I forgot the other girls name)O.O shoots.
School is slightly interesting. Slightly. I spend quite alot of my time with Joanna :) And omgosh! Finally! Juen Li & Kar Mun comes down to approach my class! Hah! I thought that they would forever be stuck up there in their class. Juen Li scored a really hot rich guy for herself.


All the single ladies...Shall burn in hell =.= Im so engrossed with a particular Korean show now. Im not a huge korean fan...cos Im more to the japanese drama sorta thing. But this show had something to do with History! Yes history. I sound like a total dork. Whaturf. Okay WATCH on KBS 303! Hwang Jinni!! Its sooooo good...!! :) Ka ching! Money in my pocket! Cheh.

Every night at about 10pm I would watch until 11.30 pm thats why my dark circles increase until kau kau! As what I would always say... So Coco Lee ( mandrine kou kou li; interpretation of an exagerated things) Whatever, I dont know how to explain the meaning.

Im such a nerd now in school that I got so competitive about my studies. Anyone know what to do without Add Maths??? I WANNA DROP ADD MATHS!!! Soooo badly. But Im afraid that Ill regret. Hah! Sad sial.

I have alot of pictures to post but I didnt even have the time to do so. =.= Im so frustated. So I decided to blog with only two pictures. Check out the guy from the show Hwang Jinni!

Cute kan? Okay like I said
Im not a big Korean fan.
So if I was slow to find out this dude is a famous guy
Sorry la!

Spoiler sikit la. He died early in the show already. Over a sickness, and his body rite...was put into a coffin and threw to one side because it was so pantang last time that Korean people cant have funerals for people that died in a young age. =/ Sad weii.


I will eventually blog more okay? Promise! :) Smile and wave.

Nerd on the row =.=


tuning to: Wedding Dress by Taeyang