Secretly

Theres too much pain to handle,
Theres too much love to bare,
Theres loads more to this heaven,
That you secretly affaired



You say this is a love story,
But I say its an old story,
You say that you care,
I say thats just an act,
You call this a hug,
I call it a rehearsal,
You say I love you,
I say its just another lie.


But you somehow never realise,
That this act is going to far,
You seem to be behind me,
Eventhough youre chasing cars,
You been there to comfort me,
But your heart is just so far,
This is the last chance for you to come clean,
So just stay a little while,
Say you love me or you dont,
You put on that mask you own,
And never told a soul,
I saw your flaws,
And I saw your cheats,
They never hurt so much like pins and needles, Leave!
So secretly,
You let me belive,
You let me think that Im the one to be.


But this is the last time I would cry,
This is the last words I would say before I fly,
That you dont mean so much to me,
Cos I know that youre not the that loved me,
And treated me well.
Goodbye