Tuesday, March 10, 2009

This Is How We Ended

First we were in the car, with one of your girl friend. Then, we were having so much fun time. And you were giving me such a beautiful time except for the fact you brought your friend along. Which she gave me glares that sends negative chills to me.


Worst? Whenever we hug or hold hands or do anything together? She would roll her eyes & tried to flirt with you. We were on the road....till it was at night. Suddenly, I saw her talking to you alone. Like she was demanding something from you and after that I saw her gave a peck on your cheeks and left you with a big confusion.


As if you were making a decision that I dont know. I just walked off. Expecting to find out maybe later.


We were at the petrol station. At night. Then I came up to you and asked you this '' Ready to go babe?''
''Erm...why dont we go for toilet breaks first? If not we have to stop later''
''Hmm okay''


I gave you a smile. Hoping to see you later and spend the rest of the time with you. So a peck on the lips, and I headed to the restroom.

I saw his friend in the restroom. Again she gave me another glare of hate. Like I discusted her or something & then touching up her make up, she finally broke the silence and said to me '' Youre never gonna get anything from him''. I glare back and replied '' Well then..neither will you''.


She stared at me for a minuete or two, then she threw her gloss into her handbag and walked off furiously but she managed to swing her hair viciously like she gained her confidence back after my offence.


So I had the restroom all to myself, I decided to touch up on my make up too. Wash my face and get cleaned up. Next thing you know it, I was walking to the mens restroom which was a wall away.


And I saw her standing infront of the door blocking my way. When I asked '' Wheres my boyfriend?'' . She gave an evil smirk and replied '' Coming out soon I guess''. Furstated and not wanting to let him know that, I cant stand his good friend. I just stood inches away from where she was standing.

I waited for a long time and then I finally noticed something was wrong. She was so calm and she never even asked why was he in the restroom for so long. So I walked towards the door and she tried blocking my way again.

I pushed her aside to find that he was NOT IN THE RESTROOM AT ALL.
I went instantly crazy and asked her '' Where is he?!!''

'' He doesnt want you anymore. He left....sorry'' * like she mean it*
She gave that evil smirk again. How much I wanted to hit her in the face but at that very moment. The only thing I could do was feel my heart breaking and tearing. As if a million needles went piercing through every space that took place in my heart.


Then I know it was over, He left without me. He was gone....& I know that he wont come back for me anymore. That he never did loved me at all.


That girl just smiled and walked away. I was at that station, crying...in pain & the only question in my head was ''WHY??''

First we were happy and laughing and so much in love.
Next thing you know it, You drove off without me and you left me broken and cold.


now..the lesson learnt
I touched and I was burnt.

1 comment:

Shermaine said...

omg!!! cheer up Amanda!! take care yourself kay!! God bless you my dear!!