my life is so not covered from my parents. Even if i wanted to cover it from my parents, somehow they can respect my privacy and just come to my life & MESS IT UP.
Just as Im writing this my dad came in and started lecturing me & left without closing my door. My privacy is not even Privacy. They never respect my privacy. When i head to school, i only feel my family is there. When im at the Cf Table, Its nice to fool around with Damien because he always makes me angry at him. But in a fun kinda way. Jeremy when he always comes with his sarcasm that makes people laugh & scared sometimes with his tiny small eyes and serious face (sorry jeremy). & the rest of the crew Emily, Yeh Hoong, MY PRIYA, Choy & Shia, Ee Sern, Eilene & the others.
I used to be so close to my darling Vivi because she would be the one by my side at the table. But recently, we're not that close anymore because i dont really know whats going on in her life. But i still respect her as my ''wife'' & best friend. Priya is the girl that had taken her space, but i didnt see her as a replacement because she is different from Vivi. She is a friend that doesnt mind wacking me haha. She is a friend that i somehow cant get mad at & has been by my side being my companion in every meal of the time.
My closest friend from the start are Chelsea, Joanna & Mayyi. Chelsea is my primary friend, and it has sticked to us that we had been best friends for 9 to 10 years now. We had fought, cried, laugh, go crazy & did most of things together. Joanna my darling, we met eversince grade 5 till now. She has been so loyal to the friendship that i cant see who can replace her. Eventhough most of the time she gets lost and i have to be her mummy, it felt right cos i felt like i had the responsibilty as a friend. She never complained about me and helped me through hard times. Mayyi she is the friend i met in grade 4 till now. We were best friends for so long it felt like a life time, we met in Church Camp. & guess what? it was through her slippers we met! We arent that close anymore, but we are soul mates because we act alike. Eventhough we dont see each other as much as all my other friends do, We still act the same and pick up where we left all the time.
As for the guys that had been my good friends. Fei, Damien & Adrian. These three are very close to me. I met Fei when i was form 1 going into form 2. We dated before, but we werent meant to be anyway. We went through too much and we fought too much. At the end of the day, even if he is my ex now he is still my big bro that watches my back when i fall. Damien my mummy, we met at the end of form 2 i think? But we are as close as brothers& sisters from another mother. Damien always is the opposite of me because whenever i do something he just teases and laughes at me like i look like some clown. But thats whats made us stick, because even if he does all these things we help each other and he acts like my mum and im his daughther. Wacthing my back in everyway he could trying to help me when i need to. Even if he sucks at it =p. Adrian, we actually met when we were form 1 but didnt talk. But he is a great friend to me cos he actually understands me when im in hard times. Recently i faced some problems and he offered to help me, not that the others didnt ask to. But i would never thought he would ask something like that.
Adrian is not an unsual guy u see just because he is shuffler. But because he has the christianity in him that made me know that he is a good friend.
this is dedicated to my friends
even if i dont meantion you
you still matter
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