I Demand You

Stay For Another Month?

An Anni For Anyone :)

ps: Thanks Babe
I love You

When Days Are Gone & It Came Back

JYBC maybe over, but Theological Course is coming up & the camp last for 3 weeks. Crazy...that means my blog will be pretty much dead by then. Because I'm not feeding it with any of its post. But I already have 43(now 44) Post for this month.

Is that alot? Well by all means if its alot, enjoy reading! :)

Yesterday it was finally the day where i get to GO OUT & HAVE FUN with my friends for the first time after 1 weeks of CAMP. I think i was having too much fun.

To Babe: you bought me a ring babe

We went to the movies.

We went to Gasoline ( which was far more romantic than i thought)

We walked & talked

We looked & missed

We love & kiss

We cherish & forgive

LOVE

So people Im so sorry that my blog is not interesting at all. Btw, IS CHELSEA & EMIRE TOGETHER??!!!

Question still remains.. they act awfully sweet and does what couples do.

SOMEHOW...

ps: IM GONNA MISS ALL MY PEEPS

epecially BABE <3

Camp JYBC LOVE!!!

After the camp, Chanel came to my house..we're gonna watch Twilight tomorrow...yay!! this was the time during JYBC & AFTER JYBC pictures..so ENJOY

PRESENTING

CHANEL

(after church)

XMAS SIAO-NESS


PARADE IS HAUNTED CHANEL!!

we love each other

LEGS

on the way to Subang Parade

She was busy onlining
During the camp i fell in love with this lil boy!! KYYAAA!!! SHI JIE!!So cute..hehehehe love de..

According to the preacher he called him '' si lai sat sau'' ( in kanto).

Kacau weii bensern

There was a funny story to this guy here...he asked me for my name tag paper last year & he was so shy this year..SO I ASK HIS NAME TAG PAPER..hahaha..he is so adorable. In a sense he is so shy :) The first guy that ever ask for my name tag paper. Hahahaha..wonder if he still keeps it

<3>

WARNING: FOLLOWING SNAPSHOTS ARE ILLEGAL IN CAMP

&

CAMWHORE FANCY

SO WHOEVER IS SENSITVE IN THE EYE FOR CAMWHORE

STAY AWAY :)

Thats Chanel & Me

she was suppose to talk a speech for the closing ceremony. Cos we're already form 3. Sigh..so many people cried..okay i look weird on stage & NO!! OH LANG CAN NEVER BE WITH ME..so forget abt match making

Camp For A Week

the JYBC camp...just came back..Chanel is in my house..more to update..photos to upload..so be patient..another 1 MONTH CAMP COMING..

miss my social..

miss my babe

miss those cute guys in camp

miss MY FRIENDS :)

你不是真正的快樂--五月天

The song by Mayday- You Arent Truly Happy.

Its in mandrine. But one day when i was watching Channel V. The song started playing.
Wanted to change the channel until i saw the title..& heard the chorus.
Tears drew down.
Because the song was right. I wasnt Truly Happy.

NOT IN A MOOD

What kinda word is that??!!!
Its like when you ask somebody '' what cha doing?''
&
They reply you '' Im not in a MOOD''
WHATT!!!!????

I have no idea what the fuck does that even mean now?? Its not like im asking you for money or sex okay? Just talk to me.. :( This is seriously a bad day. I feel like im gonna break down anytime. =.= Wait i dont break down that easily...Okay maybe I should just watch a horror to make me feel happy. Comedies just make me laugh till i cry for misery. Bloody hell.... No wander I've been reading books hiding under the sheets & listening to the radio waiting for one song particulary to suite my mood.

I Cried Today

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

After i read that, tears were flowing down my cheeks as i thought how sweet it felt.
I told Yang Kin about it. He said ''Awww''. I told Benjamin about it and he said :'' i would cry too if i were you''.
When I told Zheng he told me , '' Of course you cried, I wrote it '' that made me gawked a little. I didnt wanna belive him but judging from what was written there it sounded what Zheng would tell me.

Zheng youre a wonderful guy: Im sorry: & Good Luck For Spm

ps: I think maybe the reason why i cried had something to do with Babe aswell. Dont ask. Maybe I will tell you personally. Just leave me a comment

What happens when i get bored :D

Steps to My Symbol

Rocker On The Run

After Many Course Of Mistakes I Learn To:

Make My Symbol

Have A Trade Mark

(remember this is Amanda's mark)
Show people what i am

&

Embrace My Principles

So go screw yourself up if you dont like me :)

ps: you have no life if you have no joy

okay i woke up at erm..12.30 i think haha..Watch Tv & texted babe ( now he is studying chem). Now im Online talking to Chelsea my BESTEST BABE EVER about the fucker that tried to look into my SHIRT. Bloody hell. Ignore the cursing Im just very very pissed okay?

Anyways, the fellor is old and dam ''yeong sui'' looking when i stared at him like some pissed off housewive. Yes, everyone that reads my blog laughs cos im so stupid & hilarious but THIS IS NOT FUNNY!!

Gals out dare! Beware of your sorrouding! Im not wearing anything flashy & look what i got??

Besides..if I WAS wearing anything flashy my mummy wouldnt even lemme wear it.

So bear in mind people im not some slut from the block okay?

ps: Thanks Chelsea for listening to my WHINING

pss: I miss Juen Li darling she is off to Korea!! Bring me along la deng!!

oh oh i almost forgot.

These days i got so bored so i started reading blogs, but i got bored of that too.

So read the book i bough a week ago but left it there new and dusty. Hahaha. Interesting book.

WANNA WATCH TWILIGHT WITH ME ANYONE??

Im In Love <3

With this song

Whatever you like by TI ( im addicted)

Hey Jim You know the old suga daddy

I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck Patrone on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet it's so tight
A gas of a jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Verse 1:]
Anytime you want to pick up the telephone
You know it ain't nothin to drop a couple stacks on you
Wanted you could get it my dear
Five million dollar home,
drop Bentley's I swear
Yeah I want'cho body,
I need yo body
Long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it I got it, go get it I buy it
Tellem other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck
Patrone on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet it's so tight
A gas of a jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Verse 2:]
Shawty you da hottest of the way you drop it
Brain so good (good) school you went to college
Hundred deposit,
vacations hit the tropics
Cause errbody know it ain't trickin if ya got it
Ya need to never ever gotta go to yo wallet
Long as I got rubberband banks in my pocket
Five six, adds with rims and a pocket kit
Ya ain't gotta downgrade you can get what I get
My chick could have what she want
And goin every store for any bag she want
And know she ain't never had a man like that
To buy you anything ya own desire I that
Yeah I want'cho body,
I need yo body
Long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it I got it,
go get it I buy it
Tellem other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck
Patrone on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet it's so tight
A gas of a jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Verse 3:]
I'm talkin' big boy rides
And big boy ice Let me put this big boy in yo life
Thang get so wet,
ya hit so right
Let me put this big boy in yo life
That's right
Yeah I want'cho body,
I need yo body
Long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it I got it,
go get it
I buy it Tellem other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck
Patrone on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet it's so tight
A gas of a jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah Hey Jim
(Hey Jim)


Dont mind me,
But i love this song<3

Woah

I think i had been eating too MUCH. Eversince my aunty & cousin from Penang came down, which means GOOD DELICIOUS HOME MADE FOOD.

I had been doing this: eat, sleep, go aunty house, eat, sleep, (in the middle of everything texting)

IM GROWING INTO A CHEESE BALL!!

So things are finally worked out between me and babe. We're talking like nothing happen.

I think i overeacted anyways.

ps: LOSE WEIGHT BLOODY HELL!! But dam lazy to work out.
When was the last time i went for a work out again? O.O

OMGosh

Hello?

So yesterday night, me and babe were texting each other non stop till 12.30am. It was fun cos we were actually talking about something that we havent even reach but we kept laughing over something so cute in our conversation.

KIDS

So everything was going well. 10.30am i woke up & texted him. So we were texting each other and i asked him '' What cha doing now?''

He replied: '' Eating''

So i told him :'' I miss you..wanted to ask u to call me but since ur munching now nvm''

&

He told me:'' Im not muching im chewing( gentleman). Why dont you call me?''

'' I only left 5 bucks thats why?''

He freaked out and said:'' We reloaded on the same day, why your credit use so fast?''

You know sometimes when youre out with your friends & you have no idea where your friends went? So you got a lil sesat & call your friends here & there & you OVERSPENDED okay?

So we were argue-ing over how i use my credit. RIDICULOUS.

The sad part was when he said " I dunno you la its your credit''

So i got pissed and replied

DONT NEED YOU TO PAY MONEY KAY?

&

he replied:

OH OKAY!!!

=.=

Now he is at True Fitness working hsi abs out & i have no idea what am i gonna react to later. :( I mean what the helL???

ps: talked to chelsea on the phone just now. She thinks its cute when couples fight.

pss: its not funny when youre in it kay?!!

but i still love him

CHEH hahaha

Stupid Ham Sup Lou

okay yesterday when i was out with my aunt & cousin from penang. We decided to take them to Pyramid :) So we were walking into Jusco & suddenly this fucking Ham Sup old man was looking into my shirt =.=

well, my mum is the one that told me cos i didnt notice.So i was shocked & ask my mum why didnt she do anything?She replied '' I was staring at him & he was afraid''.

So girls dont be a victim of Peeping Toms cos theyre bloody fuckers with no life.

ps: YAY i found out who is Adrians gf

Happy Birthday Damien

MY MUMMY &

Gaylerinna:)

Youre: A great mummy

Humble

Sometimes annoying with your dances

Always smiling

There to carry me when my leg hurts haha

Closes your eyes even when there is no flash on camera

Really FUN

Nice to pinch ( cheeks kay?)

Nice to jar!!!

Always bully me

(BUT I BULLY YOU BACK :p)

Funny

Kind

Sensitive

VERY ''LOYAL'' to his ahem ahem

Talks while he sleeps

Drools sometimes when he sleeps

hahaha

************************************

Above all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIEN WOO!! :)

Today IS THE BLOODY DAY

Where Dreams Might Come True
(might)

Baby coming back today! Wooo~hoo...My friendster is finally working after long terms of lost-ness.
Friends friends friend: Love you guys. But the question remains. Am i a good friend? :(

So today babe is coming back. What am i suppose to do?

i love you

okay emire really wants me to go PAINTBALL with him..i would to too but i cant.OH OH and he never play ice skating cos he fell on his knees the last time he played hahaha. aWWW....poor em...Lets teach him how to play. Hahahaha.

Random blogging today, so i have no pictures no exact title. No ''arah'' of mana i wanna go with this continuous writing. So please dont mind the random-ness of my writing skills. Its been long anway.

OH!!! my hand cant write now. Luckily i can type..hahaha...i have an internal brusing at my hand which supports my writing. So i need to wait for another two days, if its still there i would have to see the doctor. SO WISH ME LUCK.

&
to Aaron who calls me a slut& bitch
I wish you a good life!

Tomorrow & Tomorrow & Tomorrow

COME BACK PLEASE :(

okay yes..im desperate hahaha..i miss babe kay? he is coming back yes TOMORROW & i think i miss him too much. Oh yesterday i went to 1U & remmebered about Yang Kin :( & i was at X Dye hahaha..i bought this shirt & pants ( buts its in black la).

Shirt: RM 89.90

Pants: RM 89.90

total :

RM 170.OO paid!

Been emo for these few days, talked to Bin Bin haha ( he called himself bin bin). He knows how depressed i am la..so ..hahah. Need shades badly!!! Went out with Shauna today & The Cf. Ate at sushi groove. didnt manage to go skating which i am oh so craving to SKATE. =.=

iM EVEN more oh so craving to be in his arms. I hurt 4 guys hearts btw. Heartbreaker... one particular one was clinging to me. I dont know how to react to that. In fact, i always cry when he tells me i cant let go. COS I WISH HE DID. =.= I understand him but i just wish he would leave me to my babe & let go. Cos i know he will have a better life without thinkin about me.

Waiting For You Babe

Drunk :)

Wanna know why i meantion drunk? Cos last night at Damien's party. Some people somehow SOMEHOW got drunk after drinking some heineken or carlsberg and shandy. LOL. I drank my fair share, ITS A MIRACLE ( according to the great men Adrian & Kenneth) that i didnt get drunk. Hahaha.

Next Bloody Morning,daddy woke me up and said '' Lets have breakfast dear''. We had dim sum at 1U. The place was smokey and eye soaring. The funny thing was, we notice everywhere we go we see babies cry. So funny and cute. My mum says '' we look at the baby cry we say cute''

'' See your baby la. i think u wanna vomit arr''..

Kinda wanna prove her wrong cos I LOVE BABIES KAY?? hahaha..and i think she is half right la. Cos some babies DO get on your nerves. One thing i learn from the lil kids is they LOVE and i mean LOVE using this sentence.

I WANT!!! I WANNA BUY!! I WAN I WAN I WANN!!! * cries* hahah

This is somehow what happens when i wake up from sleep.

CRAZY HAIR

Just imagine if i wake up drunk.

missing that babe.

Drunk on bed.

Sleep in misery.

Cry in pain :(

Gone Day 2

(a very rediculous picture of Damien in Genting)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIEN DARLING

So babe has been gone for the second day in Thailand. :( miss him like crazy but i guess he cant find a CC there. HAHAHAHA..Wander what he doing there..hmm..So i think i could hang on abit longer. My mum read my messages!! see what i mean by no privacy.RUDE MUCH. My mum is a total stalker. IM SO BUSTED!! :( if you ever call me & i dont pick up. It means my mum killed me so dont bother texting or cAlling anymore babe. So what do i regret? hmm lemme see..leaving my stupid phone on the table!!! =.=

WHO CARES...im gonna go kill myself..OH my cousin Nina has a blog! And i thought it was MY BLOODY BLOG.

ps: I didnt know my BLOODY HELL post was THAT interesting. HAHAHAHA..

I love everyone of my friends.

I dont ever wanna lose them.

II would never ever wanna hurt them.

&

I would never mean to.

SO I LOVE YOU KAYS MY BABES?

tuning to:

Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes ft, THE DREAM

&

T-Shirt by Shontelle

BlOODY TAG by Adrian

Rules & Regulations:
do not copy answers
the tag questions must be 100% the same
tag people after doing tag
no tagging back-

I tag:
1. Chelsea
2.Damien
3.Yang Kin ( Aussie Boy)
4.Jeremy Ong?
5.Vivi
6.Zong Ying
7.Bensern
8.Teng Han ( since he doesnt blog)
9.Emily

-How you know 1?
Chelsea? hmm..erm..when i was at primary?

-What would you do if you never meet 2?
hmm..Damien? aww..then no one to bully :p

-What would u do if 3&4 dated u?
erm..Yang Kin aww he is a sweet guy, Jeremy nah..i know who he likes. If i do date them, most probably no regrets haha

-Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? -
erm..Vivi & Zong Ying? both taken by a guy..they cant possibly be homos kay?

-do u think 7 is attractive?
Bensern..no...i dunno? hahaha never notice..but he is TALL so i guess its attractive? ahha

-Do u know anything about 8’s family?
erm..Teng Han? hahaha...that they treat him as their driver hahah..

-Tell me something about 9
Emily!! She is sweet cute & SMART hahaha

-What language does 2 speaks?
english, chinese malay thats all ahahha

-Who is 3 going out with? -
i dunno..i guess no one..

-how old is 4?
erm Jeremy is 15 haha

5? same :)

-Who is 6 favourite singer? -7 ?
dunno..maybe secondhand serenade hahaha

-Is 8 single?
nope..he stolen by me haha

-What is 9 last name?
Choong

-Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
HMM...a relationship wit Chelsea would be awesome..haha..according to her horoscope. She is a great SEX PARTNER hahaha..

-Which school does 2 go to?
SMKSU hahah

-What do you like about 3?
Yang Kin is sweet, vulnarable, kind, AWESOME FRIEND, talented with photoshop :) & would make a great boyfriend :)

He Is Gone

yeap...he has officially flew off at 11.15 am. :(

Thailand here he comes.

Dont rape him or I'll pull your Ah Gua head off :(

I miss You Like CRAZY :(

<3

You will have to climb Floors that are high.

But I will wait for you to reach that height.

BLOODY HELL :)

Disaster somehow strikes when you least expect it would doesnt it?
Life hasnt been GOOD to me, so dont look at me like im some spoil brat that gets whatever i want when i ask to.
TRUTH IS: I love my friends alot, they mean alot to me, to be honest, they mean more than my boyfriend. ( i hope he doesnt get pissed). But anyway, because my friends were here earlier than any boyfriend i have.

1.45pm in The afternoon : Juen Li called, She sounded really serious & depressed. Juen Li has been my classmate when i first came to SU in Omega. We're close & we understand each other. When she spoke there a tone of '' i have something to tell you, & i dont know how to handle it''.

She told me she just went off the line a few minuetes ago with Lee Ning( her bf's classmate). According to Lee Nings info, her bf doesnt have feelings for her anymore. The sad thing wasnt that he doesnt feel the same for her as before. The sad thing was, HE DIDNT EVEN MEANTION OR DARE TO MEANTION THE WORD ''BREAK UP''. He constantly used the word, no feelings.

As Her Friend: I told her to just let him go. Honestly he doesnt deserve a fine gal like her. He acts like a coward and a jerk.

BOYFRIEND: okay..i might sound very needy or maybe i JUST AM so leave it. But i cant bliv Teng Han didnt tell me he was leaving for Thailand earlier. It hit me in the head BIG TIME. I guess its alrite cos anyway this DECEMBER im gonna be gone to Sungai Petani for 3 weeks. I hope he can survive. hahaha...i love him truly.

MUM: She suddenly meantion about having boyfriends. Complaining NON STOP about the useless-ness of having a boyfriend. Blah blah blah studies are more important. She even meantion quote : ''Ill Skin you alive if you have one now.'' & when i ask: ''can i have a boyfriend when i go to College?'' She say :'' FOR WHAT??!! YOU HAVE YOUR STUDIES!!''...and blah blah blah on and on with the BLOODY nagging about boyfriends & complaining that '' YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IS LOVE'' . omgosh mother...We're in the BLOODY 20th Century. HELP ME!! She was pratically drowning me in her endless lecture of nagging and yabbing!!

DADDY: Daddy..daddy...daddy... Today is his birthday :) & We're deciding to take him go Duck King, since his favourite food was RICE. Happy Birthday Daddy. My dad is strict in a sense he doesnt like you using foul words & smoking & writing random stuff on your hand. But other than that, my dad is a total sucker for our love. I didnt mind telling my dad stuff. Like when i told him i got a Tattoo in Genting & ask him not to tell mum. HAhahaha...he kept it perfectly, and he says its okay as long as its not a permanent one. Luckily he doesnt know what tattoo i got. He might fly across the roof red faced. :P

BROTHERS: The bloody people in my life that annoys me. Just so you know, Im fine with my second brother but not my eldest. Im still wandering how the heck my brother can be the face of Metropolitan College!!! Bloody hell...but other than that..theyre still pure evil minded.

COUSINS: Never ever!!! Trust them with your secrets. Unless they are known to be a great secret keeper. :) Other than that, love them as your brothers & sister cos family cant be replaced. Your connected by blood ya know?

<3>
ps; i know this blog is kinda random but sometimes being random is better than being NOTHING

11.38pm Conversation Strucked, Amazement Stunned

Talked to Jin Ee just now. Lol..He said my Yours Truly Picture was scary.Hahaha i saw this Picture of Ikuta Toma. And so wanna have that necklace. :( babe would you buy that for me? LOL

Truly Beautiful.

<3

10.55pm Full Moon

I missed You

Then you texted me with the joy.

I loved the fact that youre around me,

And when you tell me youre thinking about me,

Its worth alot. :)

baby,

We're Meant To Be

11.25pm It Rained

Is This A Sign?

does this show we are not meant to be? :(

But i really love you? :(

Tonight will be the Night That I Will Fall For You Babe

Happy Birthday Priya!!

SURPRISEE!!!!!!!!

happy Birthday Priya.

We gave her a suprise and went to her hous :)

3 candles kay??

she had to feed us

whee hhehe

now WE FEED HER

see, speak &hear not EVIL muaahahaha

this is just being jakoon

extra jakoon with a phone

i know i know..i look chubbily FAT

Gaylerinna

THE FOLLOWING PICTURES ARE JOANNA'S RANDOMNESS :)

These following pictures are my CAMWHORE-NESS :)

back to Joanna's SS NESS

happy tree friends : me & damien's fav muahaha

sure grow fat wan..sigh..so much domino's plus cake :p DIE LOR...

Babe call me just now. But it was just awhile.. i miss him..

i wonder if HE does :(

tuning to:

Thunder, Boys Like Girls :(

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIYA :)