Obsessions

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I've been obsessed. With what you may ask?

Fashion. Music. Art.

What happens when everything comes together? I've been introduced to Travis Shields, he's an amazing photographer, but not just any photographer, a fashion photographer. He was able to capture so many amazing shots with so many amazing people. From the stars of Glee to True Blood to Teen Wolf to Vampire Diaries and many more. What more can you ask? A delicious variety of all the hot rising stars in one place. One man. One vision.

I turned crazy just now editing so many of my shots by Joanna, my bestfriend whos indie style photography didnt apply for my wild and Travis Shield inspired kind of shots. It was crazy, but I loved it. Therefore, thanking her so much for everything she has done for me.

I've grown for a love and obsession towards a band called KIDS OF 88. And when Travis Shield was discovered, I was even more inspired to do something. One of his most captivating work was this.

It featured Juno Temple and Emma Roberts. Juno with the inspire True Blood vampire tears and Emma with the Harry Potter inspired unicorn tears.

Now if you dont know what those in their mouth represents. Its smoke. very artistic actually.

Now I told you I've also been obsessed with Kids Of 88 these days. And so Yeah! You guessed it, just look at this photo. I'm already a fan. It was inspired by their album cover I guess. Check it out below!
This is their album cover for their album. I so far sorta duplicated the album cover but its not perfect, haha.
I was also inspired by Travis Shield so most of the editing work I did was based on em.

No idea if it worked but check out the rest and compare it with his work.

Now some may not know what it mean by "The Valley" its also based on another song called The Valley by Eisley. Theyre amazing and I absolutely fell for this song. Real nice. Introduced by Joanna.

And below, are Tyler Shields work of art.

Heather Morris everyone!

If youre a fan of Glee and Vampire Diaries you'd know its a dream come true.

Lindsay Lohan and my TYLER!! haha

Juno Temple and Emma Roberts

So yeah these are the few I really love. Theres more, but yeah. Just a lil tease.

For more of Travis Shield just go to

www.travisshieds.com

tuning to: My House by Kids of 88

The One That Got Away

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Sometimes things that you may find oh so precious to you, may turn your back on you because honestly, they dont give a crap about you as much as you do about them.

But the person that I truly trust upon was Joanna. Shes been there throughout every ups and down most of my life, which I am solely thankful for. Over the years, we both felt that we depended on each other. Truth is, I depended on her most of the time, because she was the only one that I can fully trust my life with. Others that also have been there was Marcus, whom I seriously hang out too much with! haha.

Im turning into a guy just by hanging out with Marcus too often!

But yes, he was also there to listen and cheer me up during my downs and be nonsensical during my ups. I've been grateful, cause he has grown to be one of my true friends.

I would also wanna thank Damien! Even though we've been so busy with our lives lately, we still managed to sustain our friendship for oh so many years. You have no idea how much I missed him! Our times we spent together we're just so meaningful that it was also so effortless. I haven't been hanging out with for awhile, cause usually I am the one initiating an invite for movies and stuff like that.

A day before his birthday, he offered to watch a movie. Which was honestly surprising, and I really appreciated it. The busy guy that he is, I knew that he missed me as much I miss him. hee hee....

Okay...sounds funny but yeah....

Just been so grateful lately eventhough I was extremely absorb with so many things lately. But knowing that I have these best friends behind me to support me and hold me by the arm when I need them to, proves to me clearly that IF ANYTHING FUCKING HAPPENS TO THEM I'D DIE

AND IF ANYBODY TRIES TO FUCKING HURT THEM! ILL KILL EM! AND BACK THEM UP NO MATTER WHAT! suck on that asshole. your loss for being such a dickhead.

ps: A new cover will be coming soon next week! :)

tuning to: The One That Got Away by Katy Perry

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE MONTH

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my epic failed photoshop.

My ultimate messed up hair.

My dance flashmob with the major four

Me, Jaz, Sharon and May

Heading to watch jayslee with Shauna and Nick

Halloween

Kickin it Old School!

Amanda, Jem and May

Stop Blogging

You heard me. Stop blogging if your English is so perfectly screwed that you continue on shamlessly blogging! really? okay I'm not saying my english is legid and all but come on the grammar is like
HORROR!!!

I honestly think that blogger these days are trying too hard to gain popularity instead of actually having a good content in their writing.

isn't blogging about writing freely and expression of your soul being that it just releases your inner artistry? no? well maybe it's just me.

THESE PAST WEEK;

I joined some talent search competition and gained much experience to the point where it wasn't even about winning. However, it was remarkable how music brought so many people together.

Though I notice a good voice merely enough to enter the shortlist, it strucked me that I didn't like these kinda reality tv shit. Its bullshit honestly because some of the judges are just, well, I don't even know if they deserve to judge. Hence, it came to a point that I realize they weren't looking for a good singer.

They were looking for a star.

Admist of doing all these, I met so many amazing talented people. Met some nonsense party people aswell but no bad intentions implanted in em.

people never understood my point of views sometimes. But in under that cover of bimboness and craziness honestly, lies someone else.It's whether if you are willing to find em.

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They Say

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She runs and runs and runs, grasping upon something in the air as if she is holding a kite. She remembers how he use to say, "Fly a kite, not play a kite". Those words ring bells in her head, those haunting memories came by so sweetly when they used to held hands. She then turns back and look, and she sees an empty valley. She lets go of the invisible kite and stop. This time really looking behind her, she stares at the empty valley. Wandering, why issit that the valley is dry and dull? Why issit the dirt turns to dust? Why issit the sun does not shine upon this place yet the breeze is so spiteful and shy.

She closes her eyes and opens them again. She then stares into the mirror and finally understand , that empty valley is her. As she grasps upon the invisible kite,she was actually grasping onto a vain memory of hope and happiness that was lost when he walked out of her life.

She broke down and cried, tears seem to stream down, but the dry grounds quickly absorb those tears still leaving cracks on the dry dirt ground. No matter how hard she tries to cry it out, to feel better. Her scars remain the same, as the ground. Unable to heal, unable to forget, unable to take revenge.

How much does she love, till she gets hurt. How much does she suffer, to gain disapointment. How much care did she put into this, to end up of a disappearance of the one she loves. She turned over the side of her bed, and found a pair of big scissors for cutting cloth. Grabbed it with her shaking hands she stares at them, like they were giving her an answer. She wiped away her tears onto her pillow. Lay down on her bed again, and slowly....just slowly....took the scissors and said, " You took my heart away, and ripped it into fine pieces, without explanation you left, so without an explanantion, I shall leave aswell".

Her mother came into the room to wake her up, only to find her daughter laying cold and bloody on the bed. Tears still stream on her eyes. But a smile was upon her face as she leave this wild.

Cause Shes Got Pretty Eyes

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A guy asked me for a chance. He is a really good guy, even my classmate says so.

But I said no. My classmate asked me, WHYYY!??

I told her that simply I just see him as friend. Which is true, but also because lately theres someone else in the picture aswell.

I have a ghost in my life, he disappear from my life without an explanation. For two weeks or was it more? He went missing, promising me a good explanation to his disappearance. I waited, and waited, and pondered. Trying to get to him, but somehow he just runs away and continues to disappear. I thought to myself, Im not waiting anymore, so why are you running?

I lost my hope and then someone else comes along to tell me everything is okay. That he wouldnt do what you did to me. But how issit that you just creep into me and somehow tell me that I should still wait for you. urgh.

2 Weeks

It's been so long, where is that so called "explanation"?! that so called I will get to you soon, that so called I will meet you soon, that so called I'll call you soon?

Was it just a lie?

Are you running away from me cause you're bored of me?

Are you running away because you have certain issues? or was THAT also a lie.

Are you dissapearing because you found someone else that you get laid on?

Are you running away because you just ran back to your ex?

Are you even HAVING A PROBLEM!?

Is this who you really are? Manipulative, selfish, player?

Have you been playing me from the start?

Have you ever been true to me?

Am I your rebound?

Am I just a game to you?

Do you even care about me like you said you did?

These are the questions running through my head for the past two weeks that you went missing. Deep inside I'm defending you, saying that maybe you're in some deep shit. but part of me knows that you just don't want me anymore that you just don't care anymore. so why should I care? I don't even know myself.

it would be stupid to say that I dont care cause it's hard, to have someone that you're in love with disappear without any trace or what sort living you broken, dismented, fooled.

Who are you? more importantly Are You Alright? Because I try so hard to keep myself busy to not think of you.

holding onto a hope that you'd come back. Because everywhere I look somehow your shadows and your memories of us just come by. WTF. I hate myself. more importantly, I hate feeling this way.

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tuning to: The Fear by Lily Allen
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I Feel Like Dancing Tonight

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Shorty said she wants to run away,
says I look like a boy she used to date (Ha!).
Took me by the hand and pulled me to the stairs,
(I’m NOT interested, girl).

Put her tongue all up in my ear, (Gross!)
Almost made me spill my beer, (Oh Shit!)
She’s up and ready to go, but I don’t care.
(Pssh, whatever!)
Coz I’m in the zone,
turn off my phone, I've got my own agenda.

I feel like dancin' tonight,
I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right,
(everybody get kinda awesome).
It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare,
because I feel like dancin' tonight.

[Alex laughing]
Everybody getting kind of crunk,
I think some dude just grabbed my junk, (Woah!)
Now I know how Ke$ha must be feelin’,
(Like.. what if we’re the aliens?)
Bros try to turn me upside down.
I put a keg tap to my mouth,
but that’s okay, I’m dancin’ on the ceiling.

Coz I’ve got the groove,
I’ll bust a move; just try and stop me.

I feel like dancin' tonight,
I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right,
(everybody get kinda awesome).
It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare,
because I feel like dancing tonight.

Somebody call the police, (Woo-oooh)
I think they’re coming to get me,they said:
“You’ve got the right to remain on the dance floor,
so show us what you got 'cause you know that you got more.

I feel like dancin' tonight,
I came to party like it’s my civil right,
(everybody get kinda awesome).
It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare, (Woah!)
'cause I feel like dancing tonight.

Oh, one more time,

I feel like dancin' tonight,
(I feel like dancin'…)
I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right, (Woooah)
It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare,
'cause I feel like dancin' tonight (Oh, oh, oooh!)
I feel like dancin' tonight.
[Alex laughing]

THE END!

Jaz dyed her hair blue! Aquamarine!! :)

So How Could I Say No?

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Hello pretty mommah -Johny Bravo-

Omgosh, its 1am, what in the world is wrong with me? I have to be up at 8am tomorrow! =.=

It was suppose. SUPPOSE TO BE MY BREAK tomorrow, but I apparently I am on the creative team in my advertising class to redesign? draw? I dunno people. I sorta kinda finished my research homework, No my research is not done but I am well 20% on the way? Hmm

Im not tired somehow, though my original plan was to watch Vampire Diaries! EPIC PHAIL!

I found some lady having some sex phone conversation in the toilet just now. Well actually I didnt found her, Cheryl did. But gosh, I couldnt stop ease dropping aswell! buahaha.

Today was honestly a very cold and moody day, it was raining! Everyone was getting soaked and annoyed and moody. The day is JUST NOT GOOD, and for the fact that I continously feel cold is NOT a good thing people. Its even freezing without the fan! Anyways people, its late sleep tight, dont let the beg bugs bite. Oh wait, most of the people are already asleep. Hmm Well then SUGAR DREAMS! :)

ps: I just cant stop staring into your eyes <3

tuning to: I feel like dancing tonight by All Time Low.

Tapping Peoples Shoulder.

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Good morning people! Im actually in English Composition class right now....which I find really hilarious as I dont exactly feel like writing about a thesis statement. NOW.

I feel more like typing here and just randomly speaking my mind out for nuts. Yes. Nuts. Im bored ignore this randomness. KIMI STOP LOOKING ON MY SCREEN! BUAHAHAHA.

Kimi is so tempted to look at whatever shit Im actually typing onto my blog. WOW! My blog has the funniest nonsense you can find, trust me. Im actually worried these days for certain stuff, my assignments, projects and also my performance in the near future for a prom. Which up until now I havent had any sort of information at all about the details of the event. Well, I still dont know what I wanna perform to be perfectly honest. Its likes so stressful not to have any info on this, not even knowing any confirmation towards the matter.

YAY! Imma die in thesis statement or apparently FUNNEL INTRODUCTION. Dont ask me what is funnel introduction. GO GOOGLE. MADDAHAI. =.=

Im so excited though cause if I actually do perform for the prom I get to hang with my good friend. Angeline.

This is Angeline, shes my childhood friend, church member and our birthdays are just a day difference. Oh how we click so well, for what? A decade? Haha. I was excited and she was excited aswell, I hope that night would be an escape :) What the hell should I sing honestly!?
Okay perfectly honest now, Im so tired and I cant believe Im actually sitting here blogging instead of listening to this lecture. English Lecture, please do me good and not kill me. Im cold and annoyed and tired. DEAL. :) TEE HEE. Have to help Yip Chun and Vivian out for their assignments later. Tons of nonsense.