CUT CUT CUT AWAY

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I CUT MY HAIR ALREADY (no its not the picture on top) I havent have the time to upload any pictures yet including the pictures from camp and the day out with Jian. SO.....PLEASE BE PATIENT! Hah!


Im so happy I finally cut my hair...feels lighter haha. And I GOT NEW GLASSES. Okay not done yet la...but still in the making. Gonna meet up with Joanna & Chelsea tomorrow. Watching Toys Story 3 gonna be the happiest day of my life mannn.....haha..!! Hope Chels can make it though she hasnt confirm with me yet. Eric & I are not fighting anymore. We good. He apologize. Hah! :) I WIN....lalalalala...Okay sounds so childish.


Anyhoo...Currently addicted to the stupid game on Facebook called Baking Life. Geezzzz...im hooked. Hahaha. Anyways, Jian is at JOHOR! Lucky dude...get to go Singapore. I havent been to Singapore eversince standard 4 okay?


I know...what a sad child I am..ouch. Anyhoos, will give ya'll new pictures soon. Maybe later la haha. xoxo



tuning to: Fall In Love Again by Jason Castro

Mishaps

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I woke up with morning to find myself with a red eye on my left eye. Kinda panicky when I woke realised I woke up at 1pm in the afternoon. Mummy came up to check on me and found me siting up like some crazy person on the bed side. So she came and asked me ''Whats wrong?'' and she saw my eye. She asked me whether my medication is still with me and I said ''Its expired'' Oh what a joy everyone!


So I thought to myself. I dont think its that serious. And I pop in my contacts (non coloured ones) and I told my mum while I look in the mirror ''Mummy? I think I need a haircut already''.
So mummy being all nice and all took me to the salon after having to wash up. Usually Ill head to A Cut Above but I really wanted to try something NEW! Haha so I went to somewhere else.


The people there were nice, the songs there were mostly Leona Lewis accomadated. And eventhough they didnt provide tea like A Cut Above usually does. They are one heck of a professional. The outcome of my hair was great, and the best part they didnt even offer to ask me to buy any of theyre products which I really hate when I go to somewhere like that.


So I got ready for tuition & guess what? Me and Eric fought from A FREAKING PAPER! He wrote something that really pissed me off okay more like hurt my feelings. Im not gonna write what he wrote kay. But seriously, screw you Eric! =.=


I HATE YOU!
BYE!


Oh btw, I hope Li Jian comes back asap :) Have a safe trip Jian! Thanks for the wrapz :)



tuning to: California Girls by Katy Perry

With Glad Adoration

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Truthfully saying, there are some reasons to why I slowed down blogging. I remember the days whereby i super semangat to update my blog. If Im a few days away I would STILL update my blog. But now? I just dont have the materials, strength and determination to do it. But I think my determination is back on the road people!


Hurray! So my friend asked me this

''When Are You Gonna Update Your Blog??''
Geez.....I dunno

''Your blog is like one manga, Have to wait for super long period of time for a new entry''
Haha =.=

''I dont know whats up with you anymore cos you dont update your blog''

Awww.... NOW YOU DO! :)

So am I gonna dissapear again? Maybe....But Im here to entertaint again. And again...and again.
So about two weeks back I got out and met up with primary schoolmates Carmen & Amerlyn. Oh course as always if you put a bunch of girls together. Chaos shall rise. WHAT TO DO.....

Can you spot Carmen?? Oh well..she intended to... Same phone! Yay! Us!

I changed my phone to Nokio 5230 already. Yet I still love my old phone W530i super love the pwetty pichas that comes out. Hahah...so Nokia? PLEASE UPGRADE YOUR CAMERA QUALITIES ;) tee hee

Meet Amerlyn yabbing on the phone asking Toh Seng where he is =.=

SUPER FML moment. When Toh Seng decided to meet us up at Fullhouse. First thing he saw Carmen and Amerlyn he hug them saying hi! Long time no see. But when we turn to each other and he was like ''Hi Am...and...da...'' He was superbly hesistated to give me a hug and I straight away said ''Its okay..I dont want to'' Superb fml moment. Awkward....

Yay Carmen. We can see your holes

We were looking at another camera
*photo below*

Mah chicken...

THIS CAMERA LA!

And of course....girls will be girls...CAMWHORE!

Actually we almost got blacklisted by Forever21 ya know? Cos we all went into the same fitting together and got busted...the people there sure hate us man.

AND MEET ERIC muahahaha

PICTURE TALK:

RAWR!

wheee

xoxo
Yours Truly

ps: super tired just came back from PD! Will update asap!


tuning to: Tiger Lily by Matchbox Romance

Whats Important

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Exam....EXAM....EXAM....Next Tuesday! *faints backwards*. Somehow everyone stresses about the same O same O.


But honestly what is more important people??! My friend used to say, live your life. Studies is just a side dish while it comes to you a bigger dish would be THE WORLD. Better known as reality. Parents however would tell the same thing to other people. But to theyre kids they say different.



Anyone ever notices that when parents talk to someone else, they would say

STUDY WHAT?

STUDY STUDY STUDY

IN THE END IN THE REAL WOLRD NO JOB!

but towards theyre own children they would most probably say this

WHY YOU NEVER STUDY WAN?

IF YOU DONT STUDY HOW

TO FIND JOB IN THE REAL WORLD?

if your parents DONT do that. Then youre one lucky child.



For me the most important thing in my life would be family. Is your family important to you?

xoxo

tuning to: Tiger Lily by Matchbox Romance

Sometimes

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Sometimes its hard to lose someone. Whether you like it or not. My previous post was on death, about how afraid I am to lose my grandma. Well now, Im talking about facing the after death of someone close to you. Recently someone just past away and I'm not THAT close to him but I do know who he was.

His name is Chew June Hoe. A 19 year old guy that graduated from my school with hopes and dreams yet fallen into the traps of gambling. Some say he was addicted to this due to a certain influence from some of his friend. Yet I think its too late now to point fingers at who...


All I know is, June Hoe ended his life young and with full of regrets.
He left a letter before he commited suicide quote ''Why Cant God Let Me Win Just Once'' .
If I was his friends, I wouldve told him

''God doesnt curse, God doesnt make your life hard.
He provides. But because you took the path that was wrong
That you end your life for it. God will cry for you & tell you that
There couldve been a better slot for you to win this game''

And because he took this path, he lost his life. Im so shocked to find out that someone from our school. Especially a friend of a friend passed away. It wasnt something that youd hear everyday. And I really hope that HE WOULD FIND PEACE. As many has already left a comment on his facebook quote RIP. I would urge that many would learn to be wise on takin paths. Its sad to know that someone took their life due to wrong choices. You wouldve been a great person June Hoe as you always were last time. Rest In Peace....

It Used To Be Me + You

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Just about last Friday I missed out on alot of things. Many events such as my darling Shauna's Birthday. 5 Alpha class party. Sports Day( Urrgghhh). Choir. =.= This kinda sucks in a way everything that is good and awesome happens this month and I think Im gonna miss it all.



Im currently facing with alot of stuff. Having my grandma in a seriously ill stated verge of death condition just freaks me out. Sometimes I imagine getting the news on the phone that we have to head back to Kedah asap because we have to meet out grandma. And when I do, she'll be laying in the coffin as if she was sleeping not hearing our cries and our screams and terror. Im scared, I faced losing someone close already and I never wanted to go back to that path whereby I have to face all this hurtful craziness again.


Just last Friday after school, my parents and I rushed back to Kedah at about 3pm and reached at about 8 after that we headed to Penang to visit my grandma. That time was already 10 to 11pm close to 12. I was the first to rush up and see her.

It was scary. The hospital was a strange place for me to be at, I dont know where I was going. The roads were dark and the air was cold, everything was dull and sad. I found her room 234. She was there. Her bed facing the open door as if she was awaiting anyone that would come into the room to rescue her from her misery of being alone in the dark with four more other old women that was suffering with her. I knew she didnt like it there but I think knew better that it was for the better to maintain and control her condition.


I walked in and she was there. She couldnt make out who was standing at the door step and walking towards her. Until she could get her vision properly fixed she knew it was me. She called out to me with her hands streched out and her smile was wide. She didnt expect to see me, cos she thought our lives were too busy for her. I asked her '' Are you feeling fine?'' and she replied ''Yeah I'm feeling better, you didnt need to come visit''.


But I knew better I knew her days were numbered. But she didnt. She didnt know how bad her condition was. She didnt know that she was dying. She didnt know that anytime could be her last time. She was just happy. Happy to see her family, her grandsons and daughters to be there! Especially when she is sitting on the bed all alone when she thought darkness awaits her. She found herself peace. (no...not that sort of peace)


She knew one thing, her family was there for her. I think she sensed it though when I started tearing under her arms while she stroked my hair for the first time of my 16 years of life. I never felt so attached to her. It felt like she finally felt sentimental towards me. Like I was her daughter. It was a good feeling.....one that I dont wanna lose to death. I guess she knew that I oozing tears out so she jokingly told me (while stroking me hair) ''You have so much of hair, why dont you cut some out and give me some?''


Giggling wasnt an option but I managed one and reply with a smile '' I will if you get better''
After that I just wanted to spend my whole day with her. Or night it was even possible, I had the feeling that the nurse might just kick me out if they found out that I was sleeping on the same bed with her. It was too short.


According to the doctor, our normal heart rate is 60 but hers was from 10-20. Which means she could just go anytime. Im worried of course.


Yeap, I went there for 3 days to miss my darling Shauna's birthday! :( Im sorry dear. Will make it up to you. For now lets lay aside the unhappy part and celebrate my girls 17 Birthday!

WE WENT TUITION TOGETHER

WE ANNOYED EACH OTHER

WE LOVE EACH OTHER

And....Of course... WE CAMWHORE!

To The Sexy Birthday Girl Shauna Voon!
Happy Sexy Seventeen

I wish that everything would go well (finally) for you. Cos we've been there done that. And now its time to enjoy life to its fullest. You know what they ''Youre not seventeen forever'' Just enjoy and rock your fun out babe. Xoxo Superb Love to you hun!

xoxo

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