Amanda

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Bulletins :)

you opened this, FILL IT OUT!
Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!
(NOTE: I opened it and I had to fill it out..rules are rules!)
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1. How tall are you barefoot?
>> 160cm? haha
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2. Have you ever smoked?
>> erm does smoking shisha counts?
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3. Do you own a gun?
>> water gun?
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4. Do you hate someone right now?
>> LALA's?
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5. Do you get nervous?
>> yes?
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6. What do you think of hotdogs?
>> DELICIOUS :)
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7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
>> Last Christmas & HURRY XMAS by L'arc~en~ciel :)
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8. What do you prefer to drink in the
morning?
>> erhh..orange juice?
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9. Can you do push ups?
>> yes...hahaha
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11.What's your favorite piece of
jewelry?
>> erh..i guess my ring?
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12. Do you like painkillers?
>> erh..if it helps..yes?
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13. What is your secret weapon to lure
the opposite sex?
>> i guess..erh...LOL..a smile? or eye contact? O.O
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14. Do you own a knife?
>> to chop meat? YES hahaha

15. Do you have H.I.V?
>> no.
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16. Name?
>> Amanda :)
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17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this
exact moment?
>> erh..get to meet Hyde. Get to see babe. Get to grow thinner this instant!
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18. Name the last 3 things you have
bought lately:
>> erm..lets see..my ring..food..tickets to movies? haha
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19. Name 3 drinks you regularly
drink:
>> water? shandy? 100plus?
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20. What time did you wake up today?
>> erhh..9 something i think?
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22. Current worry?
>> PMR results!
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23 Current hate?
>> my mum..=.= & CAMP
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24. Favorite place to be?
>> GENTING!
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25.Least favorite place to be?
>> With my mum = HOME
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26. Where would you like to go now?
>> Japan :( BADLY to see a concert
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27. Do you own slippers?
>> duh?
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28. What shirt are you wearing?
>> a tee shirt i bought from thailand?
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30. Favorite colors?
>> lets see...black..white...???
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31.Would you like to be a pirate?
>> sure..hahahah
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32. Last time you had an alcoholic
drink?
>> erhh..damien's bday
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33. What songs do you sing in the
shower?
>> Anything that pops in my mind?
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34. What did you fear was going to get
you at night as a child?
>> CLOWNS
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35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
>> money $$$$$$$$$
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36. Last thing that made you laugh?
>> erh..madagascar & lian wei's blog..haha
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37. last thing that made you cry?
>> mayday's song?
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38. Worst injury you've ever had?
>>. when my heart was broken
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40. How many cellphones do you have?
>> now? well one..
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41. Who is your loudest friend?
>> erhh..LOL...i dunno...
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42.Who is your most silent friend?
>> seow huey?
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43. last movie watched?
>> twilight & madagascar
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44. What is your favorite book?
>> anything that satisfy my taste
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45.What is your favorite chocolate?
>> cadbury
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47. What song do/did you want played
at your wedding?
>> Hyde's Shallow Sleep
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48. What were you doing 12 AM last
night?
>> talking to him :)
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49. What was the First thing you did
today?
>> check my messages
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50. What was the last thing you did
the day before yesterday?
>> erhh..chat with babe?
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Post this as "50 things about me that's
gonna turn u off."

A Precious Gem?

Many people dont realise how lucky they are to actually have friends that you can trust.Truth is, everyone doesnt realise, how lucky they are to even have friends. I was out with my cousins Nina & Fara plus my 3 years bestie & classmate, Juen Li (J.L).

I thought today will be a boring day just cos we're watching a movie & hanging out withouth my babe going around with me. Eventually something striked me at the end of the day, these people that i went out with today have actually known me well enough they are already family in my heart. Never knowing how much they mean to me, sometimes i realise i just took them for granted. They maybe can be just your friend or someone you can hang out with. But they are actually people that had gone through thick & thin with you.

People can go around everywhere meeting new people, but not many will be able to stick by you when a typhoon comes. So to the peeps i wanna thank?:

classmates

besties

CF-rians

loves <3

babe

you wont get to find these people in your life that is willing to stick by you.

Moral of the story?

Appreciate what you have.

Cherish

LOVE

Juen Li: I got her to get a boyfriend during form 2. She was 3 years with me in class

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I Dont Wanna Leave But I Have To Babe

we fought,
we loved,
we speaked,
we hugged,
we kiss,
we make out,
we still love,
we still stare into each others eyes,
we still serenade,
we still have each others heart.

Please stay the same after one month <3

I Wrote This Two Years Back

I used to have love,
But i aint no love,
I used to love life,
But i aint got time,
I wanted to feel how i feel.

Just lay on me,
To fade Just away,
I wanted to know,
How things could go,
I used to have love,
But i aint no love.

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Help me just once,
Finding the truth,
Sometimes i wish this just come true,
I feel the same,
Nothing in the way,
No turning back,
But loves unfair.

i was heartbroken.

Torned

Wasted.

So dont cry my darling.

Cos i went through it too.

So smile kay my darling?

Aishetteru

I MEAN IT :)

with <3

11pm

lying in my bed
I hear the clock ticking i think of you.

Facts Of Life

This year? Everything looks fine.

I found out.
That i can have many friends.
But in the millions of friends
I can only trust a few.

I can have meet many people.
But after you meet them?
Whats next?

I can have seen many things in the world.
But are those things good for me?

I could have tried many different things of the earth.
But are any of them beneficial.

I can have hooked up with any guy i see.
But would they love me the next morning?

I could have fall in love with the guy i met.
But would he feel the same for me?

I could met someone that fell for me.
&
I would love him aswell.
But would he be the guy for me?

THE ANSWER IS YES to this only question here

When After The One Month Comes

When im gone:i'll cry for you babe

Because....i love you

Then when i reach the camp: I would miss my friends

Because....they're always there for me

When i meet my friends there at camp: I would tell them i miss everyone in Subang

BECAUSE I MEAN IT
But maybe what i have to is just rest my case, but no matter where i go & where my body is at. My soul will always be within my friends. My heart will always be with my babe. My memories will only be about my life in SUBANG. As much as i dont wanna leave for camp for one month. I have to.

I'm gonna miss out on Carmen's birthday.
I wont get to pay Adrian & Kenneth his money.
I wont get to see babe <3
I wont get to stare into his eyes anymore.
I will only miss SUBANG
I will only think about SUBANG
i will only love SUBANG

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wated
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell evveryone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

(Chorus)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

(Chorus)

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy